Now that I have your attention, I will display the happy tidings.
+ I have decided to start working on Project Cold Witness again (!!!!!).
+ No, I really have.
+ This isn't a Halloween joke.
Basically, it's that time of year once more. I went for a walk through Rendlesham Forest yesterday, and despite the garish new "UFO TRAIL" signs that the Forestry Commission have plastered all over the place, it brought back memories of the original research I did for the project, hunting for the supposed landing sites, mapping out the exits for the USAF base, and watching the Orfordness lighthouse blinking on the horizon on a cold winter's night.
I've had enough of worldbuilding for novels I will never write. I've had enough of my jeering conscience and the knowledge that I haven't written anything "serious" for over a year. In my view, despite its imperfections in the current draft, Cold Witness is the finest thing I have ever worked on and it deserves to be completed.
So, despite the increasing workload from coursework, I am making myself a promise to do some work to PCW every week, no matter how little I manage to get done.
There are many problems with the current iteration of PCW (number 5), mostly consisting of inconsistencies or jarring subplots. The plan is to completely rebuild the book from the ground up, and that means departing somewhat from "true events". Although a big portion of PCW's strength is its close affinity to historical fact, I have accepted that to create a good story I have to make more compromises than I already have.
The thing I'm most excited about is some of the prewriting I did for Project Silent Falcon about ten months ago. Recently it occurred to me that, instead of spreading all my great ideas over two or even three projects, why not put all my best efforts into PCW? That includes the Cold Lightning project team, CLARS armed response squad, and the expanded universe relating to psychotronysis, entity manipulation, and psytron R&D in Britain. All this will enable me to build up a far richer backstory for PCW than I was capable of before.
I'm brimming with enthusiasm again, justified enthusiasm this time, and that's a feeling I've missed. As soon as I've finished my homework for tonight, I shall begin! Wish me luck!



